I have read all my previous posts. And, I don't know the reasons behind some of the angry ones. Why was I angry, I still cannot figure it out. As for now, I have stopped the singing app. I know that is one of my addictions. And I want to stop all my bad habits, bad everything. I want to repent to Allah, for all my bad deeds. I know, even with this post, Allah sees I am writing this. Allah knows everything, even what's in my heart. Allah knows what is best for me. I am grateful for all His Blessings. Even meeting AA was a blessing. Our separation is a must. But I will continue to pray for both of us. I pray that Allah will guide both of us to the righteous path. I pray that he will never forget me, until he dies. I know, we are still connected in some ways. I am glad. Sad but glad. May Allah protects me from myself. May Allah forgives AA and me.