even the pictures of them drain my energy. i am emotionally exhausted. these days, anime and toons are the best remedy. they aren't alive or real. great.
with less or no option, the thing that i'm doing now will be something that i 'have' to do, not something that i 'want' to do. this makes everything not fun anymore. without fun, i can't be happy. if i were to be broke or broken, i need to at least have fun in my work. if not, i am better off dead, literally.
Let: friendship = trust and acceptance if: my trust + my acceptance = 0 and: my skepticism + my paranoia = infinity then: friendship = 0 therefore: my circle of friendship = almost nonexistent
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