Moving on... to a brand new start.

Moving on is hard. Really hard. But this is something that i must do now. i must move on, without forgetting everything or anything. i must move on with clear mind and soul. i must move on from this clingy feeling. i must accept the fact that he has moved on so long ago. i must move on from hoping for something that will never happen. i must move on from being a crazy ex to really being a good friend. 

i must be happy to have and keep this friendship until the end. i must move on from this bitter feeling. no more regrets no more hard feelings. no more childish acts that will just hurt me and him. i do not ever want to lose him again. i do want to be a good friend. i just hope he will ever forgive me. but, if he refuse to do that, i will not hold this against him. i will always pray for his happiness. because knowing that he is happy, is already enough for me. help me God, i need the strength for me to move on, not to forget, but to forgive him, and me.