dumb.numb.
i.am.a.pushover! damn! so hard to say no, without feeling bad about it. i wish people can stop taking me for granted. and for me to be less selfless.
having lesser options, not so wonderful.
with less or no option, the thing that i'm doing now will be something that i 'have' to do, not something that i 'want' to do. this makes everything not fun anymore. without fun, i can't be happy. if i were to be broke or broken, i need to at least have fun in my work. if not, i am better off dead, literally.
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