I should have died years ago.
with suicidal thoughts that I've been having since forever, that seems unavoidable. Thank God, I still believe in God. And this will keep me alive.
having lesser options, not so wonderful.
with less or no option, the thing that i'm doing now will be something that i 'have' to do, not something that i 'want' to do. this makes everything not fun anymore. without fun, i can't be happy. if i were to be broke or broken, i need to at least have fun in my work. if not, i am better off dead, literally.
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