i willingly let them both go
i was ready to let them go. i was prepared for it. i was even told when to get ready for it. yet, the knowledge does not make everything any less painful. the pain is still there, it stays while choking me slowly.
having lesser options, not so wonderful.
with less or no option, the thing that i'm doing now will be something that i 'have' to do, not something that i 'want' to do. this makes everything not fun anymore. without fun, i can't be happy. if i were to be broke or broken, i need to at least have fun in my work. if not, i am better off dead, literally.
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